I have cold cold feeling

wish this pain will cease
reminds me a lot of my mistakes
reminds me of my disease
reminds me of my hate

They called me names
but I just turned away
but I felt the burning flame
I got so tired of the same old game

i walked and walked
I crumbled down, broken
I stuttered, I couldn't talk
my soul was stolen

forever dreaming
my body, screaming
the pain never fleeing
the stares never ending

I walk on brittle bones
failed in my own solitude
wondering if anybody knows
how they could be so crude

ahh
thank you for reminding me
thanks you for the pain, for showing me the way
thank you for showing me to rage
I am finally awake...

beautiful Poetry from [link]